A Letter to a Fallen Hero
I miss you… I miss you my friend… So much had gone unsaid… So many hours and so many words. So much time yet I refused to let you be heard… Now its to late my friend and I am sorry you are gone. The world will never be the same that I know you cannot respond. All I can say is I miss you and I know I have done you wrong. A Disservice for the battle you fought for so long.
You were so strong and so brave, there has only ever been very few like you and for that reason you joined us in our space. Never did I give a moment to think, how it affected you so. Nor how hard it must have been. Now its to late to even say goodbye to one of my dearests of friends for you had to go.
Too late to notice you reached out one more time. Too late for us to understand how important we were to your life. I’m shattered and I am broke. I was to selfish to know you at least tried. I was not there in your final hours of goodnight… Even though I said I would arrive… A promise I have failed, a promise I had meant keep to a dearest friend in need.
I miss you my friend and even though I am in tears. I can never say goodbye, not in a way you can hear… There has been to many passing of late and my emotions I have found have been locked away. Even though I promised I would never do such, without that vault I would have crumbled to dust.
There was too much to be said and there was to little time. The worse of all of this is I couldn’t even say good bye. Tonight, it hit hard, tonight it hit true… I looked at the miss invite and again I saw you. Though this time I noticed the little thing that had gone lost. The time stamp which you sent for me when I had been long gone. Your card says smiles just like you always did. I don’t know how I could have been a fool and shut you from my head.
Your best friend is in tears, nearly every single night. I tried my best to talk to her, but she things I’m cold as ice. In truth the pain to unbearable the moment that I heard. That you my friend were gone and would never say another word.
Please hear me if there is an above. Please hear that I am sorry for not being there as I should of. I knew I promised I would, but I couldn’t see how quick it would. Now I know how quick the little things pass us by and I am trying to cherish just like you tried.
I know that you needed us and for this I truly cry. I shed not one or two but over a hundred tears for your life. I would shed a million more… if you could only just be here one more time. If I could just turn the clocks and never have missed that last invite… So that I could have hugged you and at least said goodbye.