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Oblivion

Oblivion

I gave up my life for you… I stood at the edge of destruction… There was a time when everything I would do was right… when I could never do wrong in your eyes… When you were afraid and would come to find refuge in my arms… When I was the one you called, the one you dreamt about… Yet now you cast me my soul to the edge of oblivion… You turned your back…

I will stand here as time passes by turning all to dust, remembering all we had … Remembering all we were… I will stand here long after you have forgotten me, watching and waiting for you … Hoping the person I met so long ago finds their way back to me…

Oh, I don’t know how things became so bad. How I had been led from the path. How I ignored as you pulled away…. My heart breaks, it sunders unto ash, consumed by the flames of destruction once more… Burning, yet no longer with desire, no longer with passion but with loss. For something has died… Something has been destroyed…

I am but a hollow shell of what I once was… Not have I only lost my other half… But I have lost my best friend… And even though it has been a long time since you turned your back on me… I still stand here in the darkness waiting… Hoping that one day you will see me. That you will remember all the battles we had won, all the times we cherished.  All the adventures we had…  all the days we had spent together in peace… Before your tongue to turned venom, and your lips to acid…

I don’t know what I have done, I left my home… I had forsaken it all to be with you. I crossed an ocean just to hold you in your tears… I took on those whom were not my own… And then I gave more…. I gave so much more until I weakened and stumbled to fall alone…

The shadow has consumed me… It wraps my very soul… My heart has turned to ice… The feelings that you forced me to face has grown cold…. The fire inside has burned out long ago… Now I am growing weak… As my flesh thins and I can barely stand you have abandoned me. Where I once held you… You let me fall, you let kneel to my fate… Alone…

So many times, I had your back! So many times, I protected you from yourself! I let you beat my chest, I let you tear me apart just to make sure you were safe! Yet now I have become ill and weak… You broke your promise… You said forever… I didn’t know that forever meant until I required something of you…

I may be stumbling… I may be falling… But I swear you this… As all can attest…That I may be a fool of heart. I may be headstrong, I may be weak when there is nothing wrong… But when faced with obliteration… I become… I grow stronger than any you have ever seen… I succumb to the beast… I will block this all out and stand again. I will arise stronger then you could have seen my friend… You may have abandoned me to my fate. But I will not pass away. I will destroy what it is in… Then I shall stand before you again…

You will never have me back, even though I want to hold you and weep. What you have done to me is cruel and monstrous… It is worse than anything… You have shattered my soul… You have destroyed me a thousand times… But one day I will awake from this nightmarish state…. When I do, I will be over you… 

I will watch as you need my help… I will watch as you stare from the side-lines smiling again. Yet nothing will ever be the same… For you abandoned me when I was weak… To only want me when I am strong… There is something with you that is inherently wrong….

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